I know, I have tried this many times in the past and failed. Yet each time was a learning experience for me. What is different about this time you might ask, well, my reliance on God.
Multiple times through out my life I have ran to God. Of course these times were in hardships usually when I had totally screwed up my life. I would run to God for help, and once things got back on track, I would wave back to God as if to say, Hey thanks, I got it now so I'll take it from here. Always leading me back to another failure where I would go crying back to him.
This time, I am relying more on him to constantly cary me through. I know with out his help, and guidance, I am nothing but a failure. I can not do this on my own.
These blog post, while they are written in such a way as to be read by others, are more for me. To see where I am, Where I have been, and where I am going.
Feel free to follow along as I go about this journey, leave feedback or share your own experiences as I share mine.